Change happens in an excruciatingly long instant

Business is a creative adventure.

We are the inventors and we get to change it whenever we want.

Every time I make a new thing or change an old thing, I’m worried no one will buy the thing that I’ve created.

So I think about the change, but don’t make the change.

This time I was stuck for over a year, resisting, but finally made the shift this week.

What changed?

I did.

Ive invested a lot in myself and my education this past year.

Im doing things I never could have imagined a couple years ago. Investing in High level marketing and leadership coaching, business Consultants, retreats and masterminds. I’ve met the right people at the right time.

It feels so much easier to make big changes in business and life when people are rooting for you, and I’m so grateful to the brilliant men and women who not only believe in my vision, but also generously support, mentor, and guide me on my journey.

All of this has propelled me towards this intimidating moment of change. 

I pushed past my resistance  before I could change my mind. I forced myself to move forward .  A couple years of hard work has led to this “instantaneous” shift.

This isn’t a feel good story because I’m just at the beginning of this new chapter and I’m scared!

The story is still being written.

I talk about it openly because I know I’m not the only one on this type of journey.

The best part of talking about this?

It allows me to release the internal shame of not being perfect at this, and the pressure of pretending I know what I’m doing.

I want to talk openly about my transitions as I’m going through them, because Thinking about being vulnerable is actually harder than spilling my guts and showing my imperfectness.

Speaking of my guts, I’m gonna keep trusting my gut, trusting my mentors, and doing what feels right, when it feels right for me.

And I’m gonna talk about it while it’s happening.